"I am lost but
I am hopeful, Baby I am wrong and
I am sorry, Baby But what it
all comes down to, is that everything will be fine fine fine…"
Anyway,
nothing unusual going on here. Still hanging out on Starbucks progressing
slowly with my Master Thesis while I am sipping my tea and listen to damn good
music. I have experience my first, what we in Sweden calls “I-landsproblem”. I
need a Swedish hole puncher (hålslagare). And that is really hard if you are in
Canada.
Life is so
fulfilling right now… or not. At least you learned a new English word.
After a cold weekend there is a white layer
covering Calgary, which softly began to melt today when temperatures slowly
reached above 0 degrees. I do not mind it, there is nothing more beautiful than
a winter landscape in bright sunlight.
Chilling in the sofa with a bag of popcorn
watching the Oscars Gala. This is one of the treats of being in the same time
zone as Los Angeles. So far best dressed are Michelle Williams and Jennifer
Lopez.
I want to go to a fancy part too!
Will be a long evening in front of the TV
waiting for the awards…
Every since I woke up this morning I have
been longing to get back to bed. Yesterday became a late evening out, as I
accidentally met an old friend outside my office with tickets to the evenings
hockey game between Calgary Flames and Edmonton Oilers (yes, that’s how big Calgary
is). So the evening was spent on the front seat of the hockey rink watching two
Swedes in Edmonton beat Calgary with 5-1 instead of going to Starbucks to
finally do some proper research. Anyway, it was great to catch up with C and
talk to someone who is in the same situation.
And now I am already tucked down in my bed
with a big cup of tea not feeling the urge to do any research at all but to
rather watch one of my favorite TV series – Pan Am. God, I wish I was a
stewardess in the 1960th (potentially a prettyone and hanging out with
the pilots). I guess that’s why I have a weak spot investing in SAS even though
the stock is not doing too well…
You might ask yourself
what the hell I am doing on the other side of the globe, and yes, I have asked
myself the same thing many times the past week. The truth is that it is about
exploration – if you do not try you never know. And as many of you know I hate
uncertainties. But at least, now I know. And it is not going to break me.
While many of you
spent Valentine’s Day with your love and family, I spend mine at Starbucks. I
guess it is a different kind of love I feel for this place. But never underestimate a familiar face...
A more suitable Valentine's song for my part is this one (has to be country since I am in Alberta)
Ok, so one of the reasons I decided to go
and spend some time in Canada was to experience a beautiful winter wonderland,
going skiing in the Rockies and spend enormous amount of time with my camera
capturing the beauty of the cold. I could so far not be more wrong. When I
landed about a week ago it was war 9 plus Celsius and since then we have barely
been below zero. I am terribly jealous of the magnificent winter that has hit
Europe (although I do understand it has it disadvantages). But please do me a
favor and enjoy it. It is so much better than sitting in a grey Alberta
landscape.
Since experience the Canadian winter has
proven to be a disappointing activity I have now turned to more indoor
activities – Like going to the movies. Today I went to see “The Iron Lady” with
Maryl Streep. I am sorry to reveal the news but if this lady does not get the
Oscar for best actress in leading role, this world is truly going down.
Excellent performance portraying one of the most powerful woman in the UK history.
In short: SEE IT!
Managed somehow to go to after work and the
movies today although I was not working (and I was going with people I do not work with). Anyway, I must say that the Vow with Rachel
McAdams and Channing Tatum was an amazing movie. The fact that it is just out
before Valentine’s Day does not make it special – the special part is that it’s
based on a true story. So for all men that need to learn how to seduce a woman,
take a close look at Channing Tatum as Leo. We need more men like him.
What is freedom? Freedom is the right to
choose: the right to create for oneself the alternatives of choices. Without
the possibility of choice a man is not a man but a member, an instrument, a thing.
Today I was fairly busy at work and working in
syndications with energy companies has proven to be a challenging task. But I
like to be challenged and I try to take in as much information as I possibly
can. Being busy also allows me to think less on being in Europe and more on
being in Canada.
Tomorrow I am moving to my new room, and I
will finally sleep in a real bed (Thank God). This is hopefully my final
destination before I get an apartment of my own (not in Canada). I will update
you on the result tomorrow.
So, my mom and dad probably want to hear
about the weather. Well, when I arrived on Saturday it was 9 degrees and fairly
warm to be wearing a Canada Goose. But, this morning it was fresh -14 degrees
and in the evenings it is fairly chilly as well. But I promise you all to let
you know when we reach the -40 region (and yes, we are talking Celsius).
Say what you want about the global chains
that crowds out the local businesses... I have for a long time had a hate/love
relationship with Starbucks. But all I know is that is that if you do not want to
go home you can go to Starbucks – We did it as Au-pairs in Zürich, I am doing
it to avoid my cold room in Calgary.
And there you have the reliable wifi, that
makes home seem a bit closer. It is strange how internet has erased the
boarders. I am reading the usual blogs, check my email and facebook - and I am
almost home.
The flip-flops from Costa Rica are
exchanged for black pumps. The cosy sleepwear is dumped in favor of
black suit pants. Morning tee and toast with the family is
changed to morning coffee with the colleagues. The student ID is upgraded to a corporate
master card. Meet the new me. For now.